suppose im at MSU now.. but im still here...

salam blogger.. :D

lately im very hapy hapy hapy :D
24hb i got calling from MSU or known as management & science university.
he said they accept me to continue study at there!!
4 foundation in science course..
wey giler tkejut aku. apa nda nya. 2 kn my dream U. since last year on my head just only MSU..
so i cancel my decision wnt to take that course at twintech.
but hari x cerah smpai ke petang rite. hujan d tghari gak.
my abah told me i get offer from form 6.
so after maghrib my parents ask me to buy my school stuff.
but i didnt go bh. i call them n tell what i wnt.
i tell their that i wnt going to MSU.
im very confident when im said that with my parents.
then dorang stuju gak. my abah support me n then umi..
but when i saw pika reaction like she sad.
i noe we will be not like b4. im very too close wif her.
i sayang u pika. akan rindu u slalu pika!
susah mau ckap pika how much i love u sis. u now what u are very gud sis in the world!
lucky got mr.smile owez wif me. n hear me.
im very appreacited u mr.smile! do u hear me? hehe
thusday n friday i play rain. awesome! its my spirit n my pnawar.

today
kemas rumah. angkat barang. b4 that smpat lg aku tgk bola. spain vs chile.
of coz spain mng wey. 2-0..
and this nite german vs england. very hope england can win! if not mati la aku!
its too tired pindah rumah! at kingfisher sulaman.
when reach at there. why the wyring still make them work ha?
haik bangang btul mau wat keja balik2. da pasang then mau buka lg balik.
buang duit rite. ok2 malas nk citer la.
malam knduri pindah rumah n doa slamat 4 me.
n my parents now here wif me.
oppssss lupa nk bgtau kn..
suppose i register by 28hb but tunda dlu. bcoz its so rushing. so i go 5hb julai.
just leave 1 week im at kK then going to MSU shah alam 4 1 year study at there.
its not a too long time rite.
ok daaaa

mr.smile. sy rindu awk.



tgk sy bwa keta auto..hahaha kekok la jua 1st dulu.



bed without tilam. nnt kotor bh kn kena pijak2.hahaa meh aku nyanyi skit..
tsudut termenung jauh, mgenangkn nasib kita,kita miliki sparuh,bbntuk hatti cinta namanya, walau kau jauh ku sntiasa mnunggumu,pedihku imbas kmbali mmori..blablabla sila smbung.. :D

with much love,
~syifaSAIBAH~

salam sayang2 suma..

ceh mcm la korang syg aku..haha lek2. mood aku tgh bek nk blogging nie. awal bgun bh hari nie. kn mau ambek exam kt kk high.. perrrgggghhhh. smpai kt gate 2. sunyi sepi ja skul 2. tp aura smangat 2 mresap dlm jiwaku the d ofice drg. smpai sna aku start blur da when 1 of that teacher said "sini teda pun ambek exam repeat paper hari nie" duina.. mcm mau jatuh biji mata aku. skali jmpa dgn pK kokum nya. dui bh muka bkan men hansem even da tua tp bahasa bukan men sumbung ar ckap dgn aku. apa lg bdebat la kami. dia ckap teda aku ckap ada. haik aku rasa darah nek muka aku da. panas sgt da muka aku time 2 mnahan marah.nasib dia tua lau nda. aku pun xtau maybe kasut aku mlekat kt mulut dia kali. nasib dia la kn. then dia cigu kokum ntah apa 2. dia la yg tolong aku. thanks sgt2 la kt cigu 2. paper aku bulan 11 lak. *sigh* dgn berani nya aku ckap kt sni. kerani kt pelajaran 2 mmg budu! p ko buang diploma ko ka ijazah ko 2 dr ko keja sna. ko tau ka ko mganinaya org. yg cigu pK sombong 2 ckap cina kunun ar ko sna. igt aku nda paham! palui btul. jgn igt suma org melayu budu nda tau chinese language! aku bakar keta ko lau aku jmpa ko. teda budi bahasa btul. da la aku kena bdiri almost 1 hour btegang urat sma dia. kasi dduk pun tida! jijik sgt ka org pakai tudung? aku bukan men lawa la td mau ambek exam skali mcm nie. bida trus aku.. buuhhhhh lawa la kunun. nda pa kasi sedap hati seja.
agak lama la gak aku dduk kt luar skul 2.
then ku bwa diri la. drive ja smpai pantai melinsung lak aku. cantik tmpat 2 dr tg aru. fresh ja air nya.. aku nmpk tmpat 2 lawa then aku singgah la 4 a few hours. until ada org nk teman pun aku tolak. sory la. i need space 4 dat time. ac2lly aku ada prob len yg d fikir tp malas nk citer la.
kang leleh air mata lak. 2 aku benci gila 2.
then aku mghilang ke suatu tmpat..
adalah..secret..
jgn cari aku.

p/s: lau ada org chinese ka apa len bngsa baca blog nie. sory sgt2 aku bukan kutuk ur race tp manusia yg sombong d sna 2.. jgn ambek hati. xbgus2. xmau3

with much love,
~ syifaSAIBAH ~

assalamualaikum blogger.. :D

esok aku ada exam!!
exam apa?
maths bh! i take repeat paper bh!
mau kasi lawa 2 result. mau kasi A+++++++..
wah byk plus aku..haha..
b4 this just get B..sedey wo. :(
tlmapu bhagia mau ambek paper esok..
start from 10am until 4.30pm at kK high skul..
form 6 aku x ambek kot. suda start bh 2 kn 2nd intake.. aku xtau la 2..
next month. im gonna take foundation in science at twintech..
d karamunsing. :D
but.. i didnt realy discuss wif my parents bcoz they're not here with me..
miss u much much much umi n abah!
4 a while i js want to cont study around here. i mean kK. bcoz 'tut'
i cant tell u. its too personal.. sorry
k wish me very luck 2morow!!
*wink*

with much love,
~syifaSAIBAH~

get this from.. ehemehem aku..

For the boys..
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest.. she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL leans on your shoulder.. She is feeling safe and trust you so much.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that....
For the girls
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

sangat2 betul nie!!
thanks syg.. :D

penat wey!! :(

penat hari nie. hari yg x d sngka2 akan blaku.
smlm pnya ceta malas nk ceta. sengkang mata babe.
n hari nie gak aku 1st time in my life jd seorang yg lmbat mnepati masa.
sory la shuk tggu lama sgt. bjam2. giler aku. record2 nda pena wey.
pasal adalah urusan byk giler mau urus d 'tut'.. secret k.. :D
mana keta lg wat hal. haiyo. ape x tension aku. suma kelam kabut.
suma last minute kena bgtau. dui aku rasa diri aku mcm tolol ow..
lama nda sebut pkataan 2. huhu. akhirnya dpat gak aku g beach.
mlepas tension skit. i wish today got rain but.. hampek.. hujan my penawar.

balik bley2 aku salah gear.. keta auto kn. haha time round about lg 2. nasib x tlnggar. 2 la mghayal fkir sal ofice.
after kelas taranum td aku bukak msg kt fB aku..
ada akak nie. nda mau bgtau la nama dia. dia post nie.

"tuk budak gedik..hehe selamat menempuh cabaran n rintangan dgn success, jgn jadi org yg x d sukai org len. bhagiakan org len n kamu pasti akan rasa bhagia pada suatu masa nnt. buatlah yg tbaik dlm hidupmu. sgala ape yg kita mau buat itu jgn brdasarkn nafsu semata2 tp biarlah dari fikiran yg matang.. selamat berbahagia.. saje2 jeee nie.."

aku bingung jap. apa yg aku wat ikut nafsu n aku x matang ke?
xde ribut xde taufan tetiba post msg cm 2..
tp xpe kak sy pegang kata2 tersebut. thanks byk2 ingatkn sy.
kdg2 manusia mudah alpa.. rajin2 lg la enh tegur sy..
*wink*

k la aku da nantok, lending dlu. kcewa gak dgn korea nie! gergitan banar tah aku. haiyah..
owh pak n**** shukri! aku minta maaf byk la late td.. giler late. n thanks 4 everythng bro! :D

k lebiu all.. miss u.. muah..

get well soon hazim syg!!

~assalamualaikum~

selamat malam

geram

aku rasa kn
sy rasa la..
kamu rasa?
hati aku rasa....
wey kamu bh! igt aku kwn yg d perlukn time susah ja ka?
dlm ksusahan ja bru cri aku. apa kes babe?
aku xsuka. nda suka. i didnt like. wa puyau.
bahasa apa lg kamu mau.. perrrrrrggggghhhh
ingat aku tunggul kayu! time susah sna kamu tibai brabis.
suda la. malas mau gaduh. kowang fikir sndri la apa yg jd..
penat suda aku kasi igt dr dulu. kawan biar susah n senang!!
xmau kawan aku. fine cri kwn len.
aku sayang ko.. ko x syg aku xpe. nda pena mgaharap pn.
k bye..harap bhagia slamanya..

assalamualaikum.. :D

ceh wah subuh2 da update blog. bru habis smbhyang subuh.aku hari nie puasa sunat n ganti. aku da hbis puasa ganti da taun lalu after raya 2 tp aku takut ada yg t'tinggal ka so ganti je la time hari isnin n khamis..aku rasa nk tmuntah sbb tlampau byk minum air kali. klmarin masuk hari ke-2 aku ikut kelas taranum. hehe best ustaz 2. dye sporting. susa la mau ikut 1st cara ustaz 2 bca. da practice n practice ok2 la suda. alhamdulillah kn. kn practice make perfect. *wink*..
ok mau share something bh nie.. nie aku dgr cramah kt radio ikim.
ustaz 2 ckap.. cara hidup lebih penting drpd cara mati..

" cara hidup yg menentukan cara mati kita, cara mati kita yg menentukan cara kita d bangkit kn d padang mahsyar, cara kita d bangkitkn d padang mahsyar la yg menentukan kita masuk syurga atau neraka"..

kamu faham x?
maksud baik : cara hidup kita klu baik maka baik la cara mati kita, klu da cara mati 2 baik so cara kita d bangkitkn d padang mahsyar pn tgolong la dgn org yg beriman. baik cara d bangkitkan of coz masuk syurga dgn kredhaan Allah sndri.

maksud buruk : klu cara hidup kita buruk mcm byk mlakukn maksiat, kjahatan, klalaian mnjalankn tanggungjawab sbagai seorang islam n sbagainya maka buruk la cara mati nya. da cara mati buruk maka cara d bangkitkn pun buruk la juga, dengan ktentuan Allah org tsebut akan masuk ke neraka.

aku balik2 fikir sal bnda nie. dulu mmg pena dgr tp da lupa kot. hehe besa la mnusia kn.
so i kept this as my priority n remember this until 4 ever. amin.. i/allah.. takut wey mati dgn cara yg burk. xmau3.

wassalam.. :D

malam yg indah n sepi..( hishh ayat x bley blahh) :p
aku tgh penat nie sbnarnya nk tido tp xdpt tido..
da almost 3 hours kot mmaksa mata nie tido tp xmau gak.. napa kn?
cousins ku da g ruma c boy.. sok drg g labuan. eh ari nie la bh 2. haha isnin blik suda drg then kn drg p pulau manukan!!!
uiiii kempunan aku! i tell umi mau ikut drg jalan2. lgpun sbagai warga labuan la kunun..hehe suppose bwak drg jalan kn. tp.. umi x BAGI! mrananye jiwa ku.huhu
mau ikut drg jalan2 g pasar mlm td pn umi nda bg. kamu prcaya x klu aku bgtau aku xpena p pasar malam kt kK nie? nama ja org sabah kn. haha sungguh kecian.
exam 1 week lg. aftr 23hb freedom la suda tp a lit je aftr dat dunoe when my next exam. mau tgk toy story 3, the karate kid, killer. wah mcm da kaki wyg da aku kn. muka aku nie malar org tgk d gsc 1B 2..huhu. kanal suda kali ar. bgus kn klu ada member card.ada jua discount kn.hehe.
akhir bulan nie ramai mau jalan suda g study..huhu bubye la sepa yg p 2..
jumpa jua kita suma nnt bh.

naaaaa sakit suda kpala aku nie byk fkir. mau tgk bola umi nda bg. haiyer.
byk bkorban ow 4 dis exam. a lit benci la. nda pa la bh jgn lawan ckap org tua bh. nda bgus kn.. hehe :D

hehe aku nie mgadap laptop pn diam2. takut aku umi aku marah lak.
hari nie fathers day!!

happy father's day 4 all daddys in da world expecially my abah sayang.. :D
n 4 arwah caca norlai too. nnt tghari g lawat kubur dye la.. 3 weeks da x g ziarah kubur. rindu..
thanks ar yg bg chelsea umbrella kt aku 2 enh..aku suka bangat deh!
klu ada keta sports chelsea bg aku ar..haha (xtau malu)

oww ya sebut sal kete. umi aku g cri kn kete td. aku ckap ambek kelisa ja la. tp umi mau ntah kete apa 2.lupa suda aku. alza da order da. js kete 2nd hand 4 while 4 me n pika..huhu xpe. nnt dpt kdabak besar nye..hehe :D
tp aku mau simpan viva syg ku 2.xmau jual.. :(

ok la deares.. aku nk out dlu. mcm2 bunyi da aku dgr kt blkg umah aku nie.
kang len aku nmpk malas pla mau layan..huhu..

chow.. love u.. miss u..

do visit this blog k..
http://www.hazimnsyifa.blogspot.com

agak lama x update kn. ntah tebiat ape pagi2 nie mau update. just mau update ringkas2 ja. sbb aku mau mandi!! *sign* hehehe :D

7th june 2010.. hazim dtg kK wey!! hahahaha hapy giler aku! staun 5 bulan lbey xjmpa. mau x rindu gila kt dye.. huhuhahahihi.. sungguh best. hazim pnya pasal sakit tolak tepi. bukan slalu kn syg kita nk jmpa.. hehe :D

8th june 2010.. even klmrin da jmpa sayang ku tp tetap rindu nie.. mau jalan dgn dia tp dia g jalan2. huhu xpe.. esok hazim balik da.. :(

9th june 2010..im going 2 cp n warisan with my jiran nie. esok dia mau g uK suda. so
teman dia shoping2 la. 2.30 aku da tpacak kt terminal 2 kkIa. mau hntar hazim bh.
even dpt jmpa kjap je tp xpe. asalkn dpt jmpa n aku puas dpt jmpa dia. at least x kmpunan la kn.. :D
wah bdebar gila jmpa family dia. smpai mau senyum pn kejang suda pipi aku.. haha
apa2 pun aku suka tgk family dia..sweet.. nda tau la napa sejuk hati tgk drg..
(jgn fikir len2 ok)..
10th june 2010.. dapat twaran from institut sains & teknologi darul takzim (INSTEDT) kt johor.. aku x pena dgr pun nama U nie. 26hb nie register da.
aku tgk course yg dia tawar kn pn ckup interesting. drg suru pilih sndri asal ckup syarat..
aku tgh fkir2 jua nie.. 21hb aku msuk form 6..23hb aku ada exam.. 26hb register?
huik minggu yg bz kot.. form 6 2 xtau lg la masuk ka nda.. 23hb 2 yg penting gila bagi aku.
aku confuse sgt2 mau urus future aku nie.. sgt2 bcabang fkiran ku. positive n negative da mix dlm otak aku nie.
ya Allah tolong la hamba mu nie wat pilihan yg tbek..

p/s: hazim sayang, thanks datang sni. me sgt2 hapy n tharu. hehe. bulan 8 kita jmpa lg k. :D haik x sabar.. rindu u sgt n sayang u sgt gak. thanks 4 everything sayang..
kept as well our formula ok.:D
i love u hazim..






muka pucat.. huhu bida aku!

kaklong aku suru dgr lagu nie.. best nie!! jatuh cinta aku dgr..
hayati la suma lagu dia..akan ku beli album nya.. :D

mereng da tayar 2 skali...



dashboard pun tcabut.. huhu



kecian mulut viva ku tburai.. nda hansem suda ko syg.. :(

today send abah to jeti kK.. just he going to labuan..
umi, pika n me should be go too but we cant..
doctor x suru with our conditon lg yg still on sickness..
huhu..
after send abah, we're going (pika n me) to inanam.. workshop bh..
here the pictures of my viva.. teruk kn!!
aaaaggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aku rindu ko my viva sayang!! kenangan ku bsama ku xkn ku lupa..
akan ku tggu ko 2 month kita ktemu lg..
new wajah baru viva sayang...

aduyai....
hari2 mjadi sowang pesakit nie mmg boring!!
hazim p jakarta. 4 hari 3 mlm.. 4 dat time x dgr khabar la..huhu :(
dduk rumah seja. ye la aku kn da resign dr keje..
tgk buku, kpala aku lak pening nk mghadap buku..
pika tgk aku n aku tgk pika.. tgk tb.. pn pening.. tgk laptop pn pening..
mau tido tp xdapat lelap. js rehat2 tgk siling ruma..
hujan d luar aku tgk ja.. tau x? aku sgt2 kmpunan nk men hujan 2 tau!!
wat keje ringan2 je la yg dpat. lau gerak byk rasa dada nie mcm mau tkoyak lak..
kpala aku yg kt blkg benjol besar 2 xbek2 lg sengal nye. 2 yg aku blik2 pening 2..
harap teda darah beku la. asyik mkan gamat2.. huh mak aku ckap bek tuk luka dlman..
biar la len rasa benda 2 asalkn aku cpat smbuh!
aku tau sakit 2 ujian allah yg mguji byk ksabaran.. aku harus sabar n tabah..
after sihat da nie. cont study back. n i want claim my car!!
aku mau makan tp lidah lak luka sbb accidnt 2. so lidah ku pucat n xde rasa lak..
conclusion nye... effect accident sgt2 sakit n hilang selera mkan.. nie bru sikit..
aku pena kena lg teruk dr nie lg..
alhamdulillah x teruk kali nie sbb exam aku nk dekat!! bulan depan pn ada! huhu

p/s: hazim! sy amat rindu kamu.. even a few hour ago u goin 2 jakarta...
sayang u hazim... :( :( :( :(

30.5.2010

hari yg indah.. family umei from kudat come 2 kK. cuti kn everyone can oliday. hehe. drg suma kt dapur masak2. aku g study sbb exam nk dekat. da perut bkeroncong thidu mau mamam apa lg g dapur la tgk2. skali p tolong drg la bh. jam 1 kami makan. aku makan skit je sbb nk kuar jalan. mata tgk jam je. huh aku tkut lmbat bh. umi pesan jgn lama2 jalan. malar jalan. 2 je la mak aku ckap. around 2.30 kuar ruma. smpai 1B 3.10. jalan jem babe. hujan kn. shukri ord waiting me with the nightmare at elm street movie ticket. direct watch dat. huhu x bley kalahkn citer mirror. lg suspen 2 cite.. after dat we're going eat bh. cian dia blum lunch. i thought diana will come along but like she dnt. huh hampek. so js me n shukri again. tgk jam, uina kena mara umi lmbat da rupanye. pika also mad to me.. huhu sory la bh!!!

otw balik. pika just lecture to me. hum as usual la bh 2. reload my phone. msg hazim.
js tell him im ok n love u.

accident

after a few mint msg hazim. got hilux n d-max make U-turn.
suddenly, that d-max mau potong kami. without signal n the distance very close to our viva. pika break n hon to D-MAX. but our nasib kot, we kiss that d-max bucu bontot.
the false of that d-max:
1st- potong without signal
2nd- potong tlampau dekat
3rd- lidut bwa keta during mmotong

aftr hit with that car, sy pengsan n pika turun dr keta. but tdduk d luar. after a few mint im awake. but cant move. my seat belt cant open n my door also. im a lit panic until i want to hit that mirror but i see at my side. but pika not there. she's at outside.
im try again to open that belt. alhamdulillah i can. n mlompat bh p luar tmpat c pika. yg aku lucu kn, my phone still on my hand. hahaha. the 1st person i call is hazim. he ask to call abah.. seriously i cant remember evrythng what happen to me ac2lly. got doctor at there also, she said call ur parents. on my head "whose my parents"? im js look at my call record. call abah, umei, shukri, diana, n ntah sepa lg. suma p call. sbb aku xkenal pn. mmg lost memory kejap. ambulance come. n polis give me his card bcoz that car g tunda d balai polis kK. i taking the all importnt stuff in da viva. im look at the back. fuuuyooo that bumper flying part away from car. otw g hQ im js trying to rmember evrythng again. pika msuk emrgncy but im not. js psakit luar. waiting 4 check, duina pnya lama. umi n abah come. then shukri. but i didnt rmmber ac2ly. until he said "shuk bh nie". wat2 igt seja. doc call me. umi teman aku. explain to him evrythng. takin' x-ray. 3 x-ray owh. then umi family comes. shuk blik.aku suru. diana dtg. n mumy doctor also. until 10pm im at there. im ord tired + blur.. thanks to evryone that visit me n pika at hQ. blik ruma bru skit badan, giler nk tcabut leher aku. lebam byk d badan la. budu 2 cina lnggar kami. habis viva ksygan ku! palui2.. tp bila fkir2 mybe ada hikmah rite..2 la mulut masin ckap dgn shukri "mana tau ko tia jmpa aku lg after nie" nasib hidup lg..

2 ja la kisah xcident ku.. penat suda. pening kpala... nnt aku sambung citer la..
alhamdulillah selamat bh.. amin.. allah masih bg pluang hidup..




nie la viva ku yg accident.. lawa kn wajah baru nya... huhuhu aku amat rindu nie keta!!!

p/s: paham2 je la.. otak da mereng..so bhasa pn teeeeeettttttt....