assalamualaikum blogger...

since im at kk im not blogging.. im really buzy with my family, raya, with my sayang, cousins and open house. sory not invited friends at my open house. as my parents wishes,this year open house just only 4 family bcoz adalah hal2 yg t'tentu yg mau d elakkn. spanjang aku kt kk. my family said i ord changed. gud n BAD. the bad was really my fault until im broken my family heart. how could i can do that. i didnt meant want to do that. im promise to my family that i would do not make it again. thats really my mistake n i cant 4get it until today. yesterday i ord reach at here (kL). but today i reachd at s.alam. perrgghhh bilik cm besa lar bilik bhabuk. tggal kt level 14 mmg penuh dgn habuk n best freedom from lalat's n any bad smelly ..haha. now i got two number's. celcom n maxis.. so stay contact lar ar. ok lar malas da nk type byk2. time to eat now! my weight now 51kg from 49kg. so aftr dis i want puasa 6 n ganti trus la my puasa skali.. berat hati sbenarnya mau tggl kn family smlm. tp... what can i do, this is time 4 me to grab my fture. i hope everything will be okey.
im janijan's junior. so i'll proof 2 people around me that i can do what they thing i cant do. n trust me umi i wont make u heart break down again.. gimme time to change my self to be gud again. this is my 2nd chance.. insyaallah
ya allah bimbing la hamba mu nie n permudahkan la urusan ku..

mr.smile.. i'll care our relationship as well n im love u so much3 sayang..
i keep this ring as well too..
i miss u sayang.. always miss u..

with much love,
~Syifa Jani~

balik kK!!

assalamualaikum bloggers..

today was the last day im at shah alam b4 im going back 2 sabah by this saturday.. tomorror i ord holiday. i get the excuse class.. hehe. so im wanna shopping wif my kaklong. donno where she want bring me.. tadi got joget performes. my group just take the video ja sbb esok aku x g class.x dpat nk perform.. so we get it the step in 2 hours mostly perfect but im like karas badan ani..haha. im not good in dance la. bcoz im not interesting wif that.. erm aku da kuar kn beg dr smlm lg..haha.. nda sabar bh nie..
this week so mencabar week bg aku.. tlampau byk yg mguji kselamatan aku.. alhamdulillah aku slamat n bek2 aja.. my flight day same with shukri.. :D

mr.smile... im owez love n miss u at here... :D

with much much much love,
~syifa jani~

bosan

assalamualaikum...

memandangkan hari amat la bosan aku ceta la skit sal mggu nie k..
ari jumaat nie until selasa depan msu cuti.. hari sabtu means 4hb sep aku fly g sabah da!!! x sabar wey!hehe :D..

ok2.. hari selasa ari 2 ada oath taking day n malaysian studies quiz about kmerdekaan..haha

ok im wear msu batik.. i look short girl kn..huhu




so, do i look ord slim? hum not kali..haha



hum nie pic tbalik la..tlupa mau rotate.. haha..

nie pic td kitaorang otw g bazar.. masak spagethi.. 4 da 2nd time makan benda nie dis week. nisa nye idea la 2.hehe masak n makan ja la memandangkan aku xminat nk makan nasi time sahur n sungkai.. x brapa minat wey,.. k da..
nak change dis background blog.. hope ok lar..

mr.smile.. i really like it when u said.. i sayang u syifa..

thanks 4 loving me dear.. i realy love u too damn much!

with much love,
~syifa jani~

confused

assalamualaikum bloggers..

when my hearth is black out, suddently got shining light comes to my hearth. im trying to find the truth of that light but im still confused with my hearth say. may be thats the truth. but why the light likes want go away from me n let me here with 100000000001 question in my head.. seriously i cant go with this feeling. plez let me know what the meaning by the shining light...

with much confused,
~syifa~

song 4 u

layan la lagu nie... ada kene mgena ke? huhu :p